In the summer of 2011 Lily got in touch with the owner of Midwest Academy, a private boarding school that lily attended when she was 15. During her stay Lily experienced mental, physical and the threat of sexual harassment all in an attempt to work there "behavior modification" program. Things Lily experienced there have led to a lot of issues in her adult life, she suffers from PTSD and falls into pretty heavy depression at times. When she got into contact with Ben Trane he assured her a lot had changed and things were no longer the way they were when she was there. He invited us down there for a visit to see the school and how it had changed. We went down in late October and sat in on there elements 1 seminar. As far as Lily could tell things did seem different, the seminar was a lot less aggressive and seemed to be turning in the right direction. Shortly after our visit I was in contact with Ben and we discussed a job opportunity at MWA for me. I have always had a strong passion for working with troubled youth and this situation seemed perfect. We discussed my family and I moving to Iowa, housing to be covered by the school and I told Ben I would need to at least make forty thousand per year to make the move, that was fine so we started planning the move. We were in Iowa on Janruary 1st 2012. Ben put us up in a building that use to house 18 year old students of the school, I didn't plan on living in a steel building in the middle of a truck stop parking lot, but it was huge and nicely converted living space so we figured we would see how it went. To my surprise I quickly learned I would be making $7.25 an hour and starting out as a dorm parent. I didn't mind the idea of working my way up but we had discussed me coming down there to help Ben with more of the day to day operations of the school, it was obvious when we visited in October that he needed help in a bad way when it came to running the school as the owner/director. But we had already moved down and the idea of working with troubled youth was enough to make me set the idea of making minimum wage aside and see how it would work out. One of the first things that surprised me about MWA was some of the staff that was in positions of power running the facility. Lets start with academics because you would think spending four thousand per month or more to have your child at MWA, academics would be one of the biggest priorities. The women that oversees the academic department of the school (Mrs Sarah) was the schools secretary just a year or so prior to our arrival. First let me get out of the way that Mrs. Sarah has no qualification what so ever to be over seeing the academic end of any type of school, let alone a school for troubled youth that are already way behind in school when they arrive. To say this woman was overwhelmed is a huge understatement! She was clueless as to how she should have been doing that job, and she did even worse day to day when she was under pressure or felt any type of stress, which in a facility like this there is always stress. I personally witnessed students needing her help go 4-5 days without a word from her, and in most cases they could not move on in there studies without her help, it was also sad to see how obvious she made it to each student how much of a bother they were. Disorganization was another downfall of Mrs. Sarah, I saw several times when a student would ask for something and she had no clue how to answer the question or even go about getting the answer. Her management skills when it came to handling the teachers that came in to help the students was also extremely poor, talking to the teachers I quickly learned most of them were very unhappy and were not planning on sticking around because of how this woman ran this department. As a staff member you would think you could go to her when helping a student yourself but that was out of the question, when you would ask her about anything you either got the cold shoulder or she made it seem like you were interrupting the most important day of her life and she was not happy you were bothering her. Mrs Sarah always seemed on the verge of a nervous breakdown and she has no business working with or around children, especially Troubled youth with a lot of problems to begin with, having her in that position is doing more damage than anything, I feel the practice of pushing kids through school just so they finish is a dangerous one, I hate to see it happen so much in the public school system, I did not expect to see it happening at a facility such as MWA. The next person I had the pleasure of meeting was Mr. James. Who use to transport children for schools, basically go in there room in the middle of the night and drag them off to a facility, some times in restraints sometimes not. James has no business working with troubled youth in a one on one or a group setting. He was a family rep for a few kids, I don't think he took that role very serious. One of his kids had pants on that were to short, torn in the rear, stained beyond repair and he refused to get him a new pair. I got him a new pair myself but was surprised to see him the next day and see he was back in the disgusting pants he had on before. This same student also had no gym shoes, so Mr. James got him a pair of women's tennis shoes from an old storage room. Mr. James said "he is going to learn not to try and manipulate me..." Really? I didn't look at requesting basic essentials as manipulation. Mr. James also had very bad bad anger issues. We were all trained and certified in restraining these kids in a very non violent way, the times I had to do it, I was able to restrain some of the most violent and angry kids at the facility without injuring them in any way or even making them feel threatened. The first example was when a student threw a fit in the gym and was testing the staff, his intentions were very clear to everyone around, he wanted to see how far he could push us. Mr. James started to escort him to OSS and the student spit in his face, James picked him up slammed him against the wall and held him off his feet for a good few seconds before he proceeded to put the student in what is referred to as the "chicken wing" (NOT part of our restraint training) and took him to OSS. the second incident was when a student got violent in the gym, was approached by a staff member and Mr. James, while Mr. James held his arms back the student proceeded to head butt the other staff member breaking his nose, Mr. James picked the student up in the air and slammed him down on the ground as hard as he could. I do not know if the boys arm was broken, this happened right before I left. Mr James carried himself in a very aggressive, I'm bigger than you type of attitude, one of those guys who always has something to prove to everyone, even the students. He still transports kids for MWA but has to hire a driver because of his inability to drive because of previous DUI's. In my previous job a big part of my day to day activities included reading people, there body language especially. James always came off very aggressive towards everyone, when having a conversation with him it always felt like an interrogation by the police. I only saw the aggressive characteristics get worse when things were stressful and there was a lot of pressure, his anger is something he can not seem to control. To be in a position of power over troubled youth, and to be able to pick one of them up and slam them to the floor hard enough to cause injury is sick, that reason alone James should be no where near children in this setting. I think it's only a matter of time before a child is seriously injured under his supervision. Shasta has just became the director of the school when I arrived. The first thing she said to me was "your fiancé gave me my first black eye when she was a student here, she kicked me in the face during a struggle in OSS..." I took it as a light hearted comment in passing, but little did I know she was still holding a pretty big grudge against Lily for kicking her in the face. One of my biggest problems with Shasta is her "Big me, Little You" way of running things. With everyone from the employees of MWA to the students, Shasta makes it very clear who is in charge and wants everyone to understand the power she holds. As someone with a strong management background I have learned the way to show those around you who is in charge is by being a strong "Leader". Shasta is not a leader in any way shape or form. She has her right hand man, Mr. James, and they walk around with there heads held high thinking everyone respects and fears them. Not one student in that facility respects either of them, and the staff only puts up with them because they are in positions of power. Again, like other situations previously stated, this is another one that is causing more damage to these kids than anything. If you talk to the students they will tell you Ms Shasta is another case of unfulfilled promises and for someone who is there to "help" most students can expect to wait 5 or 6 days before she responds to any of there requests. A very disturbing pattern I saw in her behavior was the fact that she looked at any and all requests by students as being "manipulation" whether it was a request for something material in nature or something having to do with emotional issues or problems. It seems to me that these kids are only cattle to be herded around in an efficient manner and nothing else, and as she now hold the directors position at the school, that is a dangerous way of doing things. The next member of the administration team I worked with was Ms. Kathy. One of the few kind hearted and truly caring people at MWA. Being in charge of the Family Representatives she has a full plate. She deals one on one with the parents and kids when they first arrive before being assigned to a rep. A bit overwhelmed at times but you could tell she really cared for these kids. She was always open to my ideas as a family rep and pretty much gave you the go ahead for working with any student on your case load in a creative one on one manner. One very scary practice that is seen at most schools like mid west is the fact that every student is treated the same. They are brought in, stripped of there identity and everything that makes them who they are whether it is good or bad. Would it take a lot of time, money and effort to treat each of these kids on an individual basis? Absolutely but that is what is going to help these kids, not a cookie cutter approach of treating them all the same. Ms. Kathy was one of the few that I saw believed in this way of thinking. Her work load is just way to big to allow her to monitor each situation to make sure this practice is being put into effect. It was nice to work with someone who seemed to really care about these kids and wanted to make a difference. Another staff member who worked very close to Ms. Kathy was Mr. Devon. Devon is another great example of the type of person we need working with these kids. Motivating, energetic and a very outside of the box thinker when it came to coming up with ideas and challenges to help these kids. In the little time I was able to work with Devon he helped me more as a family rep than anyone in the school. My only complaint is there was not enough hours in the day for Devon to work one on one with the family reps and students. The last staff member that I worked with that also held themselves to a high standard when dealing with these students was Ms. Cindy. I did not get to work with her much but the time I was able to spend with her I saw a lot of caring and kind hearted actions carried out towards the students. Ms. Cindy demanded respect but she earned and deserved it and the students knew it. When Kathy, Devon or Cindy walked out of a room you would look around to a bunch of faces left thinking hard about what they had just herd, not to a bunch of faces with rolling eyes or looks of disgust like you would see when Shasta or James or Sarah would walk out of a room after addressing the students. The dorm parent team was made up of a couple of previous students, a previous family rep who hated the kids more than the typical person hates there worst enemy, and a couple of people who look at that position as a way to abuse power and push kids around in the form or worthless and completely counter productive consequences. I loved each and every time I was accused of being "soft" on the kids when I would let each student explain there side of the story when it came to them getting a CAT 2 or higher consequence. I saw nothing wrong with letting a student (in a respectful manner) explain there side of the story when they were accused of breaking a rule. I found that when doing it that way, even if the student was in the wrong and received the consequence they handled it much better and it almost never led to them getting more consequences because of how they handled the situation. This never took up to much time or made us late for an activity, but none the less other dorm parents hated this practice and I was always being told to stop. It really irritated me when some of these dorm staff would start the day off by giving a student 10 consequences before breakfast was even over for things that can be corrected with a second of guidance or direction. How is that supposed to be productive? How is that student supposed to be motivated to make changes in his or her life and work any program if they loose any chance of gaining any points before they day really even starts. This is something that happens day to day, there are even numerous cases of a staff member doing this to the same group of students they really don't like every day they work. This was reported to administration several times and nothing ever changed. If you went to Shasta you got to typically explain the situation, get some by the book heartless response and see no follow through. If you went to James you saw within 30 seconds that he could care less and that you were bothering him. So now your left watching this endless cycle run day after day of kids making no progress because of these power tripping dorm partners who got off on being a bully. No one can say dorm parents work at MWA for the pay, as a dorm parent you are paid less than $8 per hour and you work from 6:30am-10:30/11:00pm, typically you work a couple of days then have a couple off but coming from someone who has worked very labor intensive construction jobs, I have never been as exhausted as i was at the end of a dorm parent shift, mostly you are emotionally and mentally drained, but if you love helping kids it's worth it, but in no way are you able to make a decent living. As far as the family representatives go, we were able to work more one on one with the kids, but just like with the dorm parents, most of the family reps used the cookie cutter approach with there kids and in no way had individual plans of action in place for each situation. As a family rep you are paid a little more than a dollar an hour more than the dorm parents so again the situation does not allow for one to make a decent living. The food situation left very little to be desired. The kids are fed a good amount of food, and like any school there were days were the food was enjoyable. But I will never forget the days of expired yogurt and the times you would find mold on the bread. Most of those problems can almost be expected in that type of setting. My biggest problem is the quality of the food served. Parents pay enough for there kids to be at a facility like MWA you would think the food should at least taste good. They would make things like spaghetti, chicken fried steak even fish, but those dishes that I just listed, I personally could not stomach any of them. They tasted so bad I would rather not eat than eat what they were serving. So like a lot of other problems I saw at MWA if they would put more of an effort into the meals it would improve 100%. For example, take some care as to the way you cook a dish and the end result is night and day. I just don't think the kitchen staff possessed the ability to make a decent meal. I looked forward to the days when we had walking tacos ( hamburger meat with taco sauce poured into a small bag of Doritos) As far as medical care at the school, they made a much needed change shortly after I arrived. They brought in a new nurse and an assistant to help her. But it was very clear how fast she became overwhelmed. A student could submit a med request and never hear from the nurse about the issue. Sometimes a student would send in a request that there leg was bothering them really bad, she would go look in on them during gym time, see what they were doing and call it good saying "they look fine". That is unacceptable to me! If you go to any state run juvenile facility or even jail, any resident that has a medical request, even the ones doing it for attention get to see a member of the medical staff and have a full evaluation of there issue before a judgement call is made. In my opinion it is not worth the risk to the students to save on cost the way Midwest Academy does on medical staff. Medical concerns regardless if Shasta or James thinks they are manipulation should be taken very seriously. Staff would even be warned about a specific student who had been talking about a medical problem or had submitted several med request forms about a specific issue, we would be told "Student A is trying to manipulate out of doing gym, don't let them manipulate you and make sure they are doing each workout or give them a consequence." When James slammed a student to the floor he could not move his arm and in my opinion there were signs of a severe sprain if not a break and he was never taken in for medical treatment while I was there. Weather or not each and every student is getting adequate medical care should not even be a question in my opinion. I find it interesting how much we hear about how "bullying" in schools today is causing so much harm with today's youth. We all have experienced the wrath of a bully in one way or another in our lives. In public school there was always those one or two bullies that got there joy from picking on a student smaller and a lot less aggressive then themselves. Now a days with all of the school shootings and violent outbursts, study after study has been done on the effects of bullying and how much that type of atmosphere contributes to the violence we are seeing today. Now remember on average we are talking about a couple maybe a few students being the "bully" in a school, now imagine a whole school full of bullies, and not only are most of the students bullies but the teachers are bullies to. It made me absolutely sick to see a staff member bully the students, after several complaints to administration about this it was finally clear to me that this was the mentality of the program. Every single consequence written by staff is logged in the system at the end of the day. Your telling me it did not send red flags to administration when they would see for example, a specific staff member write two or three specific students enough consequences to loose 1000 points or more in one day, and this only happened with this specific staff member! So not only is this behavior logged each night, but administration receives complaints by other staff and students (both upper and lower level) and nothing is done. How in God's name can anyone defend that behavior and say they do not promote the bully mentality when they allow this to go on. If the classic bully mentality and behavior is so dangerous in public schools, then what a we creating in the thousands of kids dealing with it at this magnitude? If a lower level student wants to reach upper level status then they have to take on this bully type behavior. At one point or another during there program they will be forced to bully another student, typically with nonsense consequences. There was always a group of 6 or 7 students that were the target for students trying to advance. Almost weekly you would see one of these students become the target of a student that was voting up that week. They would give consequences for things like raising there eye brows while in line, coughing, scratching there head, sneezing, taking a deep breath while frustrated, and one consequence would always turn into four or five for that student because they felt attacked and spoke out about it, well speaking out was not allowed! What do all children do when very upset? They roll there eyes or breath deep well this typically led to them receiving 5 or more consequences because they became the target of a student who was "working" their program. This is another great example in my opinion of just how little we are doing for these kids when they are put through a program such as this. There is a constant debate amongst program kids as to weather or not there is abuse that goes on at these facilities. There is cut and dry video proof of extreme physical abuse at other facilities like MWA. Especially schools associated with WWASP, ASPEN, CERTS, CARE, ASCENTS, UHS, and other similar organizations. Other than the physical abuse handed down by Mr. James I can say no kids are beaten at MWA. But I caution you, there a a lot worse things than just physical abuse. The mental abuse cause by social isolation is very wide spread in today's youth, especially with youth that are in detention centers, prison, even private boarding schools. Emotional abuse that stems from telling a kid they are nothing day after day is also apparent. You don't have to punch a kid in the face to be guilty of abuse, stripping a child of there identity, taking them away from everything they know, forcing them to conform to rules that go well above and beyond unfair, forcing them to become a bully towards there peers, and censoring all communication even with parents can and will lead to long term emotional and mental problems such as PTSD, Anxiety disorders, extreme depression, increased suicidal thoughts, these a just a few of the issues seen in kids coming out of these programs. Is this the outcome for every child that goes through a program? Absolutely not, there are a fair amount of kids who sail through a program such as MWA without many setbacks or long term emotional effects, and its easy to say if one can do it that way everyone can, if you say that then it is scary to think just how much you don't remember what it was like at that age. OSS is something I am asked about the most since I left MWA. I agree, having an isolation room used for a cool down period if a child is out of control is needed in these types of places. But when it is used to house a child who won't follow rules for weeks even months on end, there is a huge problem with that type of punishment being allowed. Some use the argument that it is there choice to be in there, and in some cases for the first day maybe two yes that is the case. But after 48 hours I never saw a kid wanting to be in those rooms, but because he had a hard time sitting in the 24 hour structure he never got out, or a student would be on hour 19 or 20 and a power tripping staff member would restart there 24 hour structure because they scratched there nose or moved without asking. Structure at MWA was sitting on your butt with your legs either straight out or Indian style, you raise your hand to ask to move, stretch or switch positions. I dont known many well behaved children who can sit in one spot for 24 hours in perfect structure, let alone a child who has a hard time listening or sitting still in general. One specific example of how bad the OSS rules and regulations were had to do with a student on my case load who was in OSS from day one when he arrived. After 3 days I went to administration and voiced my concerns, I did not feel this kid could keep structure to there standards on his best day for a full hour, I was told it would be looked into. I had the next two days off and I was surprised to come in to him still in OSS. When I saw him in there I immediately took him out of OSS got an upper level and we took him outside for a walk and some fresh air. I told administration that as long as he was in there I would be doing this every 24 hours. I was told that was not allowed but I had a hard time following that rule, this went on back and forth for weeks until he was finally pulled by his parents. Some kids would use OSS as a tool for sure. They got frustrated and wanted a break, I encouraged them to do this when there was no other way to get calmed down, I was told by the shift leader that it was manipulation and no they could not take a time out if they went in they had to stay for a minimum of 24 hours. I noticed a lot of kids getting worse and worse the longer they sat in OSS, you would get your occasional out burst, throwing of feeces, urinating on the walls, screaming at staff, but these were clearly acts to gain attention. When they would pull paint chips off the floor and scratch themselves until they would bleed was concerning to me. They were not "cutting" in the way someone cuts for emotional relief, they were scratching themselves, yes you could say for attention but when attention seeking takes a turn to self mutilation I think the issue goes a little deeper. But since the only real certified counselor on the grounds was barely even there, nothing was ever done as far as thing being looked into on a psychological level. You read that right, we had once certified counselor, he spent time with some of the kids here and there but never what I would call "quality" time, and one specific student I had on my case load as a family rep who could have used him the most only saw him once the entire time he was at the school. The only other form of therapy was what they call "group" a staff member who has been through the E1 and E2 seminars can run this group, not a licensed therapist. Kids were pushed to talk about there personal issues at home, everything from drug problems, to sexual abuse, to feelings, while in a group of 20 or more students at a time, with no therapist present. It can be a motivating and uplifting time for the students if done correctly. I guess it's easy to say we need to care for and treat these kids on an individual basis and stop with the cookie cutter approach for every student when your on the outside looking in. But now after being on the inside looking out, I can say with even more certainty that this HAS to happen. A ,to of people are so fast to jump up and say "I didn't see any abuse at MWA, and I was there for over a year...". There will alway be those students who come into programs like this one and sail through with out much trouble, they easily conform to the rules and do what they have to in order to get out. That makes up about 20% of the student body at MWA. But what about the other 80%, just because those of you who found MWA easy and you didn't see kids tied to poles being whipped or locked in dog cages, does not mean abuse is not happening. Please don't be naive enough to think because you found it easy other kids are not being messed up for the rest of there lives because of that program. When the proof is right in front of you, it's hard to ignore. When so many kids are coming out of these places a lot worse off than before they went in we have to ask ourselves why! The statistics for the number of kids coming out of places like MWA and being clinically diagnosed with things like PTSD, Severe Depression, and Anxiety disorders is really scary. Ben himself agrees that some type of regulation needs to be put on schools like this but nothing is being done, and enough money is changing hands to ensure that government regulation is not any where in the near future for any of these facilities. They will continue to charge five to six thousand per month per child, hire extremely under qualified dorm staff, keep the educated counseling staff to a minimum, and have again very unqualified staff running the facility. I started to see a scary trend right before my time was done at Midwest. Upper levels falling back down to level one, and when they did that they would come out and say "I was faking it, I couldn't fake it anymore this program is a joke and I am no better off than before I came here..." We'll the fact that they were forced to be sober is one way they were better off during there time at MWA but I started to wonder if this was just a hiccup in the system with a few students or if it was more wide spread. I talked to a total of 17 upper levels at the time, some male some female, I am in no way blowing it out of proportion when I say that 15 of the 17 that I talked to all said the same thing, that program in no way helped them. The only positive thing they experienced was the drug classes with Mr. Gary but those were to few and not often enough. Every one of them said they will probably use drugs again when they get out, as well as most of the other things they were doing before coming to Midwest. Then I wanted to see if it went even further. I was able to talk with 9 recent graduates that had finished the program at MWA and all 9 were back to either using drugs, and or drinking at the same if not a heavier rate than before they came to the school. Over half were not living at home and all but one were not in school. I know talking to a total of 26 does not consist of the entire MWA alumni, but that mixed with everyone else I have talked to in the past year does show an alarming trend in program graduates and students that have been pulled. If administration would give it just a little attention I think they would see something needs to change, well between Shasta and James they think they are doing all they can for these kids and nothing more can be done so maybe new administrators is what this particular school needs. More care needs to be taken with each student having a custom program to cater to there needs and formed around there problem areas. Yes it can be done, I'm sick of people saying that would take to much time and money. That is an excuse and it should no longer be accepted. Kids are being sent to places like MWA for help and most of them are coming out worse than they went in. I have seen this first hand and experienced these things myself as a staff member as well as having my fiancé having been a student when she was 15. I have herd the saying a few times "be cautious of the leaders we are creating today..." And that couldn't be more true. More troubled youth today are coming into there young adult years with more mental illness than ever before and we have to look at why. We can tell these kids to get over things that have happened to them all we want but that does absolutely nothing. The care given for mental illness in America is a huge debate right now, we need to be even more careful of the mental illness we are responsible for creating! I had always herd about what a nightmare the seminars were for students and parents at facilities like MWA. I was happy to see that Ben had taken MWA away from the extreme tortuous tactics used by organizations such as WWASP for there seminars. His seminars were a lot better and seemed a lot more geared towards personal reflection and development and not so much attack therapy. But I was still seeing a scary pattern with these seminars. Students going through them coming out saying "what a joke" and getting nothing from them. I personally got a lot of out the E1 and E2 seminar that I had to go through, but I am an adult past the time in my life where I am struggling with the things these kids are today, I was open and ready to grow going into them, from the kids point of view it was something they had to do to advance and see there parents. I think the new way Ben is conducting the seminars would be a lot more effective if the program itself was revamped and completely restructured from the bottom up. Everything from how the kids are orientated when they come in to the point and level system to the consequence system and even the staffing of the school needs to be changed. They really need to start looking at how each of these kids can be helped on an individual level and stop herding them around like cattle. This is no way a personal attack against Shasta or James but they are the two I saw cause the most harm and be the most closed minded to change. And when they don't like you let me tell you they will try anything and everything to discredit you. Everything from accuse you of stealing meds out of the med room to stealing items from students. And with absolutely no proof of there accusations, and even proving there accusations to be false, when they're dead set on you not being a part of the staff nothing will change there minds. The very scary truth of the matter is, we are allowing organizations to operate outside of most laws in order to make a profit off of "caring" for troubled youth. Most government run facilities are not much better, most are extremely under funded and under staffed and over populated, so as you can see overall to say this is a HUGE problem is a very big understatement. But since when did it become ok to sit around and let children be treated this way so Mom & Dad can sleep better at night knowing there son or daughter is in a secure location and that secure location can make money hand over fist. Ben has a lot of wonderful ideas and he seems to really want to help these kids, but without opening his eyes and really looking at what is going on and rebuilding his entire program from the ground up, these horrible things will continue to happen day in and day out. Testimony By: Nathan T.